Logs:Exactly The Right Amount

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Content Warning

Discussion of trans stuff, vague discussion of genitals, gossip

Cast

Player One and Player Two

Setting

Texts

Log

Teagan:

So, uhh, fun story, Jack has pretty decent stamina when you take Spring contracts into account.

Glitch:

you're such a tease
I love it

Teagan:

O:3
He's uhhh
We have Chemistry

Glitch:

all three of them are way too precious
how are you doing on your reading btw

Teagan:

I am reading this without help
I'm friends with Lux but like... fuck, Jack

Glitch:

does he have a big dick
he looks like he would

Teagan:

He's got exactly the right amount of dick :p And his top surgery scars are super cute. He's got a tattoo that says "self made man" underneath one of them

Glitch:

wait
really?

Teagan:

I saw the tats at the Freehold like months ago

Glitch:

I had no idea

Teagan:

Oh me either

Glitch:

I was just gonna say he's way more manly and scruffy than me
but if even you didn't notice I won't kick myself yknow

Teagan:

HRT is magic, P1
It's... really nice being with other trans people. Not like being with cis people is bad, but like... idk.
There's some stuff I don't have to explain? Or questions we know to ask each other?

Glitch:

having someone who understands you is important
especially when you don't even understand yourself

Teagan:

Yeah, like...
If you have someone who knows to ask "are there words you prefer for your genitals, or hate", it's good.
Or someone who knows enough to leave the door open for you to say "yeah that's me actually."

Glitch:

this might be a silly comparison
but when I talk to mearc about video games its like
not having to explain myself after every fucking thing I say is so
yeah

Teagan:

It isn't a silly comparison.
Jack and I are from the same place, too, so...

Glitch:

from the

Teagan:

Yep

Glitch:

lieutenant sargeant fuckface at arms

Teagan:

The reason I don't watch war movies

Glitch:

war movies are overrated anyway
same for war games
always preferred fantasy
didnt know you two were from the same place though

Teagan:

I didn't know for sure until uhhh

Glitch:

how many others you met?

Teagan:

I saluted him sarcastically
And he like... snapped to reflexively

Glitch:

oh shit

Teagan:

Yeah, I felt like shit

Glitch:

better than a shared nightmare out of nowhere at least

Teagan:

... I'm kinda afraid that's gonna happen when we sleep next to each other more often?

Glitch:

I mean
got all the nightmare and none of the benefits
not that its a contest

Teagan:

No I get you.
Do you uhhh want those benefits with Mearc?

Glitch:

I dont know
I think everyone is attractive and being needy makes it so usually its always yes
but
I think having someone who is outside of all of that is important
when I started talking to Mearc I realized I wasn't talking to enough people outside the Motley

Teagan:

Outside of all of what? Just the motley?

Glitch:

it feels like trying to get romantic with the one person who's like a neutral party is a mistake
but I'm not going to be weird about it, I just
won't push it you know
whatever happens right
I probably just think he's hot because of the predator thing

Teagan:

You do seem to go for the ones who scare you. ;)
At first, anyway.
I haven't spoken to Mearc really since he ate his foot in our last conversation. I don't have a read on his feelings.
He had a crush on Sigrun, but I never asked about you, heh.
Ironically, that's how Jack and I got close. We talked about like
Whatever bullshit was going on.

Glitch:

that's kinda cute that we both have a buddy
Mearc is a nerd like me
He probably just fucked up and said the wrong thing while trying too hard

Teagan:

Uhm... it's... kind of, a little, but also... not.
I have been really hesitant to talk about it because I don't like drama.

Glitch:

oh
well I wont stick my nose in it but you can always ask if there's something I can do right

Teagan:

No I mean like I
Ughhhh
I'm doing the Mirror thing

Glitch:

whats wrong

Teagan:

It can be hard for me to deal with things like this because I place other people's needs over mine, since Mirrors don't have their own needs, they're not allowed
Especially when something is important to you

Glitch:

What do you need?
do you want me to come chat in person p2
wait are you and jack still in there

Teagan:

I don't know. I mean I always want your company. Maybe I should go to bed and we should talk about it tomorrow, and we can just snuggle
No Jack went home earlier

Glitch:

you want me to come to your room then?

Teagan:

Please.