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S: hey wut r ur pronouns
T: they and them
T: why?
S: ur gonna think im a dipshit but
S: didnt click that u were trans til the convo at the bar
S: what i mean is
S: bodies r confusing for us so i try not to make guesses
T: I don't think you're a dipshit at all
T: My body is whatever I want it to be anyway
S: a bold stance to take in this Freehold
S: ...but i gathered that. Tbh I'm kinda jealous
T: Why because I can change
S: don't misunderstand me I know what that sounds like
S: but yea
T: I mean I can make that happen temporarily
T: If you want
S: ... what how???
T: Special tricks
S: ... whats the extent?
S: ... can u make me small?
T: no
T: That I cannot do
T: But you can do a lot of other stuff
T: One of my girlfriends in Miami was a trans woman, I joked that this trick makes me better than the best surgeon
T: because it's permanent if you want it to be
S: serioisly???
S: Seriously*
T: I would never lie about something this important
S: ... how does it work?
T: I make you like me for a bit
T: You change yourself
T: It takes some experimenting to learn how to do it well
T: But that's all you
T: And once it's over, any changes you make, they stay
T: If you want
(She doesn't respond for like 10-15 minutes)
S: ... ur not fuckin with me r u?
T: I would never ever ever fuck with you about this
T: wait
T: Oh shit no I would especially never fuck with you abotu this
S: ???
T: I don't try to clock people
T: So it didn't click
S: yea.
S: tbh i was already p big b4
S: being a giant didnt help but that's easier 2 deal with after dealing with the other thing y'kno?
S: ... so wut do i need to do in exchange?
T: For this? Nothing.
S: really?
T: I mean yeah
S: fuck
T: It would be a serious dick move for me to tell you that I can do this and then hold shit over your head
T: This is fucking community service
S: yea and lemme tell u if u thot i was mad b4...
S: : (
T: I would never do that though
T: Dysphoria is the fucking worst
S: i do not say this lightly
S: but i would have probably done anything u asked
S: and thank u for not
T: I know
T: And that's why I never ask anything
S: ok so what do I need? What do u need for this?
T: A place where you feel comfortable sitting around without clothes on because you'll probably want to not have clothes on
T: And like thirty seconds of me turning you into what I am
T: Not like you have to not have clothes on in front of me
T: I can do this and leave
S: i mean not that id mind lol but thats good 2 kno
S: will def make it easier to get out of my head tho
S: fuck tho
S: i do not know how 2 process this
S: not having to take fuckin pills and poke myself??
T: It's all about whatever you're most comfortable with
T: This process is entirely about you
T: Yeah I know
S: fuck okay. When?
T: Your schedule.
T: I gotta go to bed but like other than that
T: You're probably gonna want to have some time to like sit and process this shit
S: yea ur not wrong. Gotta finish work anyway. Woe be unto any punk motherfuker who starts a ruckus at my bar 2nite
T: Yeah I mean like afterwards
T: Like maybe you wanna go to the Spring party afterwards but
T: Probably not
T: The first time I realized I could do anything I wanted with my body I needed like three days to just lay there and stare
S: lol i bet
S: not sure what ill do but if im gonna be as happy as i think im gonna b maybe ill b a partier 4 a nite
T: You can never tell how someone will react
T: But yeah this shit makes me happy to do
T: it's a gift
S: what do u mean? Uv got bad reactions from this b4???
T: I mean some people cry
T: some people get all excited
T: some people totally disconnect
T: mostly people are happy but you can never tell like the depth of people's reactions
S: ahhhh i c
S: if i cry pls dont tell any1 i got a rep damnit
T: [Gif Response]
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